Date of Award
Spring 5-3-2024
Level of Access Assigned by Author
Open-Access Thesis
Degree Name
Master of Arts (MA)
Department
English
Advisor
Morgan Talty
Second Committee Member
Hollie Adams
Third Committee Member
Gregory Howard
Abstract
This thesis is a memoir, featuring a collection of short pieces and essays detailing my experiences having and being around cancer. The purpose of this work was to explore my relationship with illness, death, my body, my loved ones, and the world around me during the time of my illness and in the years since becoming cancer-free. The pieces cover a variety of time periods, stretching from the day of my diagnosis to my routines now, and discusses many topics, such as medical procedures I underwent, messages I exchanged with family and friends, and struggles I have had accepting, such as being labeled a “cancer survivor.” While my purpose was to capture a thorough and deeply personal view on serious illness from the perspective of someone in their early 20s, any meaning or takeaway or truth the reader stumbles into while reading is theirs to keep. Additionally, the writing of this thesis allowed me to negotiate my past and traumatic experiences in meaningful ways, which is evident in this final product.
Recommended Citation
Bell, Crystal A., "My Body is Not My Body" (2024). Electronic Theses and Dissertations. 3960.
https://digitalcommons.library.umaine.edu/etd/3960